tags:  #ncislaedit  #ncis: la  #ncisla  #marty deeks  #Eric Christian Olsen  #random shit  #mine  #pictures  #inspired by a supernatural post i saw 16 years ago and i'm not sure it exist anymore  #for the old and blind: that's a wing  #yes i mean you 
hermionesmydawg:

Don’t look at her.
Everything is heightened, from the blinding sun to the smell of gunpowder and the coppery taste of blood he thinks will never leave his mouth. The taste of revenge, of killing one of his torturers, should have cleansed his palate. It didn’t.
Look at him, you killed him.
There’s so much medicine coursing through his veins that everything is a blur. He’s not even sure how he ended up here, he just remembers the one thing on his mind: save the team and save Michelle so that his pain is worth something. So his life is worth something.
Is he even dead? Maybe he’s not dead. You hope he’s not dead, don’t you?
But he still hurts, everywhere. He wonders why they didn’t just kill him when they had the chance. It would have been too merciful, he supposes.
Put your gun in his mouth and pull the trigger, just to make sure he’s dead. Fill his mouth with blood too, watch him suffer like he watched you.
"Deeks, are you okay? What…" Kensi is looking at him in amazement, either from the surprise of his appearance on the rooftop or shock that he was able to pull himself together enough to fire his weapon. Even he doesn’t know he how was able to do it.
Do something. Lie. Just don’t look at her.
He struggles, trying so hard not to look at the face that gave him a reason to live when he just wanted to die. When he sees her now, he can’t separate the image of her from the pain anymore. How can he make it go away? He needs to make it go away.
Maybe just for a second. You really do love her smile.
"I’m good." He swallows and tries not to retch. "You good?"
"Yeah. I’m good." And she smiles.
Look away before she sees what you’ve become. You might never see her smile again.

hermionesmydawg:

Don’t look at her.

Everything is heightened, from the blinding sun to the smell of gunpowder and the coppery taste of blood he thinks will never leave his mouth. The taste of revenge, of killing one of his torturers, should have cleansed his palate. It didn’t.

Look at him, you killed him.

There’s so much medicine coursing through his veins that everything is a blur. He’s not even sure how he ended up here, he just remembers the one thing on his mind: save the team and save Michelle so that his pain is worth something. So his life is worth something.

Is he even dead? Maybe he’s not dead. You hope he’s not dead, don’t you?

But he still hurts, everywhere. He wonders why they didn’t just kill him when they had the chance. It would have been too merciful, he supposes.

Put your gun in his mouth and pull the trigger, just to make sure he’s dead. Fill his mouth with blood too, watch him suffer like he watched you.

"Deeks, are you okay? What…" Kensi is looking at him in amazement, either from the surprise of his appearance on the rooftop or shock that he was able to pull himself together enough to fire his weapon. Even he doesn’t know he how was able to do it.

Do something. Lie. Just don’t look at her.

He struggles, trying so hard not to look at the face that gave him a reason to live when he just wanted to die. When he sees her now, he can’t separate the image of her from the pain anymore. How can he make it go away? He needs to make it go away.

Maybe just for a second. You really do love her smile.

"I’m good." He swallows and tries not to retch. "You good?"

"Yeah. I’m good." And she smiles.

Look away before she sees what you’ve become. You might never see her smile again.

tags:  #oh my heart  #haaaalp  #i need haaalp  #ncis: la  #marty deeks  #fanfics  #densi  #kensi blye  #season 5  #5x01 
Now the magical unicorn has a real life identity!!! :)

Staaaaph, this is making me really nervous.

tags:  #shiningbeaconinthenight  #i'm very protective of myself 
You cropped the good part out. ;)

Your time will come, just wait for the next time I get drunk. :D

tags:  #hermionesmydawg 
Anonymous asked:
can you post a photo of yourself ?

Why would you want a photo of me?

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good or bad cry?

Good shouldn’t even be an option. It will be the same bad cry as the one I did after I dropped my phone in a cup of sour cream.

Don’t ugly cry, I don’t think I could handle you ugly crying. :D
My ugly crying is probably more beautiful than your regular crying. :D
tags:  #zerotolove  #hermionesmydawg 

If they ever bring Sven back, I think I might cry. It will be ugly and hysterical.

tags:  #just a heads up  #ncis: la  #marty deeks 
tags:  #ugh  #that short hair does things to me  #thanks christ  #ncis: la  #season 3  #3x02  #gifs  #marty deeks  #Eric Christian Olsen 

hermionesmydawg replied to your post:

OH THANK GOD. Where’s the blood? :D

Up your butt.

tags:  #hermionesmydawg 
tags:  #ncislaedit  #ncis: la  #ncisla  #marty deeks  #kensi blye  #sam hanna  #g callen  #nell jones  #eric beale  #hetty lange  #owen granger  #eric christian olsen  #daniela ruah  #ll cool j  #chris o'donnell  #renee felice smith  #barrett foa  #linda hunt  #miguel ferrer  #mine  #pictures  #ugh  #hermionesmydawg  #thanks for letting me annoy the hell out of you with this  #so i heard there's a future in the poster business 
Anonymous asked:
Pretty sure lur5er reposted your edit.

She sucks.

inbothworlds:

you’re alive

inbothworlds:

you’re alive

tags:  #ncis: la  #season 5  #5x19  #densi  #marty deeks  #kensi blye  #eric christian olsen  #daniela ruah  #pictures 
deeksinthewater:

@DanielaRuah If this isn’t love, I don’t know what is… Both boys reached into each other for a hug and a kiss #amazing #family #perfectcousins #riverisaac #wyattoliver #mommybiceps @swrightolsen @ericcolsen

deeksinthewater:

@DanielaRuah If this isn’t love, I don’t know what is… Both boys reached into each other for a hug and a kiss #amazing #family #perfectcousins #riverisaac #wyattoliver #mommybiceps @swrightolsen @ericcolsen

tags:  #favorite  #babies are the best kind of people  #they love unconditionally  #instagram  #life  #Sarah Wright Olsen  #daniela ruah  #riro  #woo 
Anonymous asked:
Oh. My. Gosh. First Eco then Dani then Eco again then Sarah Wright likes some of your post then so does Renee and then she reposts too. And I think Eco's cousin liked your pics too. I'm freaking out!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Anonymous asked:
I'm real happy for you that ECO and Dani reposted your last edit (with the guns). It feels right after what you endured with the previous one that had been stolen and terribly modified on Instagram. Your work is amazing!

Thank you!

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